A Prophetic Evening

I have considered doing this for a while now...well since I decided to get baptised.  I thought about sharing my new journey and new life, travelling with God by my side.  But who would listen to the ramblings of a woman turning 40 who had very little to say.  But my life has been transformed.  Who would have guessed, certainly not me! 
Tonight there was a prophetic evening and I felt that I should go. Not that it was really a chore, I love meeting with my Church family to praise, worship and honour God.  But there was more of an urgency to this.  I am not sure why I felt this way, but I had so many things that had gone through my head, and I was trying to work out what direction I needed to go.  So I asked Him for a revelation tonight, a clarity of mind so that I could see my way forward...and of course I got one!  You have to love God, when you allow him to work through you amazing things happen.
The word I received was, well...I am going to write.  Yep, me...write!  I hadn't seen this coming. "You will write.  It will wake you in the night, and you will write it down."  Now you may not think that is a big thing, but for me it is huge. I am quite a private person, and I do not write anything down.  Never saw the point in diary's, never had a story to tell...at least not one that I would want to put on paper.  So you see, this is big for me.  And God has put it on my heart to do.  I am not sure why, yet, but I know there is a reason.  There is a reason for everything.  I may not know what that reason is in my lifetime, but this is a generation thing. So I will build my part for future generations and I know that somewhere, sometime, this will be read by the right person and it may help guide them.